Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Lent Challenge Day 38


Day 38: Matthew 21:12-15

12 And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the money changers, and the seats of them that sold doves,
13 And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves.
14 And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them.
15 And when the chief priests and scribes saw the wonderful things that he did, and the children crying in the temple, and saying Hosanna to the Son of David; they were sore displeased.

A reminder that the house of the Lord is meant for service and prayer and not for our own worldly gain.

Photo: Day 38:  Matthew 21:12-15

12 And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the money changers, and the seats of them that sold doves, 
13 And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves. 
14 And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them. 
15 And when the chief priests and scribes saw the wonderful things that he did, and the children crying in the temple, and saying Hosanna to the Son of David; they were sore displeased. 

A reminder that the house of the Lord is meant for service and prayer and not for our own worldly gain.

Day 38: There are many beautiful parts of the plan that has been laid out before us by our Heavenly Father.

The one that I am most grateful for and in awe of is His desire to let us choose for ourselves.

He knew we wouldn't all return back to Him. As a parent that must break His heart. I think God can feel sadness, although I think it's on a deeper level than we can understand. But, He also understood that He could not force His children to become all that they could be. We have to choose it for ourselves.

God's plan would not work if we were all on a set path with a guarantee that we would all finish the same. What would be the point? We could have skipped this earth life if that was the plan. God has the power to do that, but He didn't. In fact that plan was offered, and resulted in a casting out of heaven. God really, really likes us to have the choice for ourselves.

I respect that. Especially as a parent myself. If I could prevent anything bad from happening to my children, be it as a result of their choice or another's, I would. I don't like to see them hurt. And so far the hurts are very small, I'm sure they will get harder and bigger as my children do.

But, we are here to prove ourselves. In the end each will know just how well we did, given the amount of knowledge and faith we had.

I am trying my best to understand God's will. I know the reward will be sweet and better than I can even imagine.

I know that God loves us, so much that He does not want to force us to love Him. It is only through our desire to come to Him that we will know His perfect love for us. And even then it is hard to wrap our mortal brains around what that love means.

 Ann #40daysoftruth #LentChallenge2014


Day 38: You can know for yourself what is true by experimenting on the words of Christ.

Everything I have shared with you the past 38 days have been things I have learned through experimentation. You can actually know spiritual things, not just believe them. Belief is a part of the process of coming to know, but I have chosen to share with you the things that I know rather than believe.

God wants His children to know truth rather than just believe it. He has given us a pattern for experimenting on truth.

1. Have a desire to know truth. You cannot know something is real until you want to know if it is real. Until you desire to have the knowledge, all of the evidence in the universe can be placed in front of you and you will not see it. You have to want to know truth, you have to want to know God, before He can tell you anything. Remember God respects our agency and will not give us things we do not want. You have to want truth, before He can give it to you.

2. Act in faith. Once you have a desire, start to act and follow the laws for knowing truth with a belief that you will get an answer. Doubt not, act in faith. Acting in faith includes keeping commandments, earnestly searching to know truth through study and prayer, and living a life that invites the Holy Spirit.

This period of acting in faith can take years, decades, and even a lifetime for some truths. It is a conscious choice to act in faith. But I promise you it is the necessary step before you can know eternal truths.

3. Question and judge for yourself whether the choices to desire for truth and to act in faith are good things or bad things in your life. Honestly assess what causes you to feel joy, and what gives you unhappiness. Continue to desire and act in faith for those things that give you joy.

(Just a word of caution, joy does not mean a life devoid of pain and suffering, sometimes you need the pain to really have joy in the end. Be as honest with yourself as possible when making this judgment. Look to others for an example if you need help. Christ is the perfect example.)

4. As you continue to act in faith and make judgments between what brings good into your life and what brings evil into your life, your understanding and knowledge will slowly start to grow. Slowly, your desire to know, and your faith, will become a knowledge.

5. You will be given experiences where you will see your faith has become a knowledge. You no longer believe something, you will know it. You will know when this happens. You will confidently be able to say you know truth rather than just believe in the truth.

6. Once this happens live according to the truth that you know, because you will be held accountable to this knowledge. You will be judged according to what you know.

7. Start the entire process over, because truth is eternal, there is no end to truth. There are things I am still desiring to believe, there are things I have faith in, but there are things I know. I have shared those things with you these 40 days.

I know God wants His children to know truth. I know you can experiment for yourself on God's word. Try it, pray about it, live it... you will be given truth too.

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Lent Challenge Day 37

Day 37:Happy Palm Sunday!

Mathew 21:1-11

1 And when they drew nigh unto Jerusalem, and were come to Bethphage, unto the mount of Olives, then sent Jesus two disciples,

2 Saying unto them, Go into the village over against you, and straightway ye shall find an ass tied, and a colt with her: loose them, and bring them unto me.

3 And if any man say ought unto you, ye shall say, The Lord hath need of them; and straightway he will send them.

4 All this was done, that it might be fulfilled which was spoken by the prophet, saying,

5 Tell ye the daughter of Sion, Behold, thy King cometh unto thee, meek, and sitting upon an ass, and a colt the foal of an ass.

6 And the disciples went, and did as Jesus commanded them,

7 And brought the ass, and the colt, and put on them their clothes, and they set him thereon.

8 And a very great multitude spread their garments in the way; others cut down branches from the trees, and strawed them in the way.

9 And the multitudes that went before, and that followed, cried, saying, Hosanna to the Son of David: Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord; Hosanna in the highest.

10 And when he was come into Jerusalem, all the city was moved, saying, Who is this?

11 And the multitude said, This is Jesus the prophet of Nazareth of Galilee.

I know I've been skipping all over the place lately... It's the end of the semester, please forgive me. However, today marks the 40th day of this journey and as my sisters (who have also been doing this challenge) are wrapping things up and bearing their final testimonies I wanted to go ahead and contribute mine.

My goal in posting was to share with you all what the gospel of Christ means to me and what it does for me. I wanted to share what being a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints aka Mormon really means. I hope that my posts however long or short showed you that it is more than odd rules and strange Sunday practices. I hope they illustrated a love for the scriptures, particularly a love for the Book Of Mormon. I hope they showed that the Book of Mormon is not a made up book of lies, but rather a true testament of Christ that is a beautiful companion to the Bible. I hope that they have helped you understand the things that the church teaches and the things that modern day prophets and apostles teach. I hope you found kindness, a love for Christ, selflessness, wisdom, and love. I hope you felt truth in their words and hope in their promises. I hope you can see how happy the gospel makes me! I hope you were able to understand who I am, where I come from, and where I am going, but most importantly I hope you were able to understand who you are, where you come from, and where you are going. I hope you understood that we have a Father in Heaven who loves us.

I love this gospel. I know I could not be any happier than I am without it in my life. I know we are led by a true prophet today and I know that this church was founded by a true prophet named Joseph Smith. I know that as I live the things that are taught to me by those prophets and by the apostles my life is happier, full of freedom, and peaceful. I know the Book of Mormon to be true. I know that as I have studied it I have been uplifted and have been guided by its teachings of Christ and his true gospel. I know that God loves us. I know that He knows us. I know that He cares for us. I know that we are his children- literally- and he cares for us only as a perfect Father can. We knows who we are and knows who we can become and He will do all that he can to help us get there. I know He is on your side and ready to listen and speak with you to help you return home to Him.

I am especially grateful for Christ and his atonement. As we enter holy week I would like to spend these next days leading up to Easter reviewing the events that took place leading up to his resurrection. We don't really do much during this week in my church- Obviously we celebrate Easter- but other than that there is little acknowledgment of the final week of Christ's life. My mom grew up Presbyterian and I think she missed things like Palm Sunday and Thursday communion, so she made sure us kids acknowledged the importance of this week by reviewing with us each day the scriptures leading up to Sunday Morning. I am so grateful for her and her testimony of Christ. My final hope is that these last few days of this challenge let you know how much I appreciate Christ and what he has done for my life.

Thank you for your encouraging comments during these 40 days. Something that started out terrifying became easy. I have enjoyed learning through these posts. There were many things that I hadn't clearly realized until I had begun to write them down. If anything my testimony has been strengthened as I have taken the time to share and contemplate what the gospel has done for me each day. I am so grateful for the wonderful experience this has been. #40daysoftruth #LentChallenge2014

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yHocUhm78oU&list=PL4A73DDEE675FBC39&feature=share


To This End Was I Born
Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God, and King of the Jews, was born to offer Himself as a sacrifice to atone for the sins of mankind. http://mormoncha...
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Day 37: Here is a post to coincide with sibling day (sort of). I wanted to share this story in my Book of Mormon week, but I ran out of time so here it is. This is a picture of the Two Thousand Young (Strippling) Warriors.

Here's the long story short. These were the sons of a righteous group of people who made a covenant with God that they would never fight in war again. Then, they were attacked by some not so righteous people and weren't sure what to do. They did not want to break their covenant, but they also didn't feel like dying at the time.

It was their sons who stood up and volunteered to fight for the people. They could because they had not taken on the covenant.

"And they were all young men, and they were exceedingly valiant for courage, and also for strength and activity; but behold, this was not all- they were men who were true at all times in whatsoever thing they were entrusted. Yea, they were men of truth and sober ness, for they had been taught to keep the commandments of God and to walk uprightly before him." Alma 53: 20-21

(Doesn't that sound like a dreamy group of guys? ) (I'm sure there are plenty of sets of siblings there too...)

So, they went into battle. They were victors! Many were wounded, but none killed because they were protected by the power of God.

That's all very cool, but my favorite part of the story is the credit they gave to their mothers.

"Yea, they had been taught by their mothers, that if they did not doubt, God would deliver them. And they rehearsed [...] the words of their mothers saying: We do not doubt our mothers knew it." Alma 56: 47-48

Their mothers taught them. It is our responsibility to teach our children the ways of God. And, if we do, when the time comes that they will be faced in battled - however that might look- they will trust in God for protection. Some will be wounded still, but all will come out victors if that faith is in place.

That is my continual prayer. That I will know just what to teach my children so that they might have the companionship of their God.

I'm so grateful for the good examples of this group of mothers. And my own.

 Ann #40daysoftruth #LentChallenge2014

Photo: Day 37: Here is a post to coincide with sibling day (sort of). I wanted to share this story in my Book of Mormon week, but I ran out of time so here it is.  This is a picture of the Two Thousand Young (Strippling) Warriors.

Here's the long story short.  These were the sons of a righteous group of people who made a covenant with God that they would never fight in war again.  Then, they were attacked by some not so righteous people and weren't sure what to do. They did not want to break their covenant, but they also didn't feel like dying at the time. 

It was their sons who stood up and volunteered to fight for the people.  They could because they had not taken on the covenant. 

"And they were all young men, and they were exceedingly valiant for courage, and also for strength and activity; but behold, this was not all- they were men who were true at all times in whatsoever thing they were entrusted.  Yea, they were men of truth and sober ness, for they had been taught to keep the commandments of God and to walk uprightly before him." Alma 53: 20-21

(Doesn't that sound like a dreamy group of guys? ) (I'm sure there are plenty of sets of siblings there too...)

So, they went into battle.  They were victors!  Many were wounded, but none killed because they were protected by the power of God. 

That's all very cool, but my favorite part of the story is the credit they gave to their mothers. 

"Yea, they had been taught by their mothers, that if they did not doubt, God would deliver them. And they rehearsed [...] the words of their mothers saying: We do not doubt our mothers knew it." Alma 56: 47-48

Their mothers taught them.  It is our responsibility to teach our children the ways of God.  And, if we do, when the time comes that they will be faced in battled - however that might look- they will trust in God for protection.  Some will be wounded still, but all will come out victors if that faith is in place. 

That is my continual prayer.  That I will know just what to teach my children so that they might have the companionship of their God.

I'm so grateful for the good examples of this group of mothers. And my own.

<3 Ann #40daysoftruth #LentChallenge2014


Day 37: Keep sacred things sacred.

If you hold the truths that God reveals to you sacred, God will reveal more truth. If you hold the truth that God reveals to you of little worth, God will not give you anymore truth, and He may remove the truth He already gave you.

You keep truth sacred by:
-Trusting in the truth God has revealed, even if the truth is not immediately evident in your life. God cannot lie.

-Valuing the truth God has revealed. Integrate the truth into your life, ponder it, ask God your questions about it. Show Him you value the truth He has revealed to you. Don't just set it aside and ignore it.

- Responding to the truth God reveals. Truth always motivates you towards some type of change, be willing to make the changes, show God you are responsive to truth.

- Fear not, don't be frightened of truth. Truth does inspire change, truth does change the way you perceive the world. Don't be afraid of it. Instead respond in faith. Truth is given to prepare you to meet and understand God, it is a blessing, not something to fear.

When you hold truth sacred, you are honoring God. Sometimes keeping sacred things sacred includes not discussing everything God has revealed with the whole world. Share general truths, but hold the personal truths sacred. I know as you keep sacred things sacred, God will bless you with more revelation.

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Lent Challenge Day 36

Day 36: This is to go along with yesterday's post.

"Strength comes not from frantic activity but from being settled on a firm foundation of truth and light. It comes from paying attention to the divine things that matter most." - Elder Uchtdorf #LentChallenge2014#40daysoftruth #almostthere

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l70e1TfN34w&list=PL4E784EC0770935C0&feature=share&index=44


Moments That Matter Most
We would do well to slow down a little, focus on the significant, lift up our eyes, and truly see the things that matter most. Read the entire address "Of Th...

Day 36: I don't have much of my own words to say today. Except that the following video is chuck full of truths that I have listened to and pondered on over the last few years.

Enjoy!  Ann #40daysoftruth #LentChallenge2014

http://youtu.be/snAjZ8mfoYw


Advice from Elder Busche
In a BYU Devotional, given on May 14 1996, Elder F. Enzio Busche of the Quorum of the Seventy of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (www.mormon....


Day 36: "Be still and know that I am God."

This phrase is repeated a few times in scripture. It is the theme for my life. This is the lesson God keeps teaching me over and over. Stillness is required for revelation.

Our world values:
Action
Noise
Busyness
Distraction

God requires:
Faith enough to wait
Quiet enough to listen to Him
Faith enough to trust that God will do His part, we don't have to do it all.
Focus on Him, an eye single to His glory.

This is all stillness. Stillness is stopping in faith. We focus so much on acting in faith, that sometimes we forget that stillness is a requirement too. Stillness takes the focus off of us and what we do, and turns our focus onto God.

I know when I am still, God has revealed to me that He truly is God and all things are in His control. Be still and know that He is God.

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Lent Challenge Day 35

Day 35: Today's post is going to come from my studies, because that is all my life is and will be for these last two weeks of the semester (blah). For my Art History class I decided to do a report on Vermeer particularly his painting of "Woman Putting On Pearls" and "Woman Holding a Balance." I've enjoyed reading the various interpretations of them and all the wild guessing as to what Vermeer was trying to say. I have a particular fondness for the "Woman Holding a Balance" because she sits in my living room. My mom gave me a copy of her after we went on a mother daughter date together to look at the National Art Gallery in Washington. It was there that we were given my favorite of the many interpretations.

This picture is of a woman, possibly with child, who is holding a balance. In front of her is a box of jewels and behind her is a picture of the second coming. In this intimate and private moment this woman is caught contemplating the balance of justice in front of a mirror of truth. It is said that we are looking in on a moment when this woman is faced to choose which holds more value for her attention, the material objects in front of her or the truth and justice of Christ who will soon come again. My mom gave this picture to me to serve as that same reminder: Remember what matters most.

I particularly like the detail that she is about to bring new life into this world. She is about to be a mother, a teacher, an example and how now more than ever it is important that she remember what matters most in this life and that she be able to teach that to her child. As mothers we have an important duty to teach our children and share with them the importance of Christ, His love, and His gospel. I'm glad my mom took the time to teach that to me.

The material things, the luxuries and honors of this world are not what will matter in the long run. The kindness that we share, the devotion that we give, and the faith that we have is what will matter in the end. This life is but a brief moment and there is so little we can take with us when it ends. I hope that what I gain in this life will mostly be made up of that which I can take with me.

Both paintings echo this sentiment that time here is fleeting and should not be wasted on that which doesn't matter. #40daysoflent #LentChallenge2014

(Although the jury is still out for me on the woman putting on pearls- I just think it is too lovely to have such a reprimanding message of "don't be vain.")



Day 35: Pray. I know that God hears our prayers. He answers them too. Prayers are answered in many ways. Countless even. Through the whisperings of the Holy Ghost. Through the hands of another. Through patient waiting. Through journaling. Through scripture study.

Sometimes it's hard to know them, but the answers do come.

I had a humbling experience with prayer yesterday. I have had something bothering me for a couple of weeks now. Thinking about it brought me great anxiety. Much of the situation is out of my hands and I wasn't sure how to react to it. While praying about it yesterday a few simple words came to my mind. I had known these words before, but had forgotten them.

They are found in my Patriarchal Blessing, a blessing given to anyone who desires. It is the only blessing that I know of that is written down so you can reference it and study it. It is filled with promises that will be fulfilled as one chooses to live the laws of God.

My prayer had already been answered before I had even given it, but it took me coming to The Lord to receive the quiet whisperings of the answer I was seeking.

Not all prayers are answered so quickly and surly, in fact most of mine are not.

It is with faith that I pray continually to my Father in Heaven who knows me best. I can feel His love.

 Ann #40daysoftruth #LentChallenge2014


Day 35: God honors the law of sacrifice. When you give Him something, He blesses you with something far greater. If you want to learn truth and the mysteries of God, the sacrifice He has asked for is a broken heart and a contrite spirit.

I am still figuring out the law of a sacrifice of a broken heart and a contrite spirit, but here is what I do understand.

Those moments when I go before the Lord with true humility, a really contrite spirit, expecting nothing in return, He has always revealed far more truth than I ever imagined.

Those moments when I have gone to Him with a broken heart, desiring nothing other than God's will, laying aside my personal wants and desires, He has mended my broken heart with a balm of truth, vision, and wisdom.

I have experienced in my own life that those moments that have left me the most contrite, the most broken hearted, have been the precursors to revelations of truth. And the moments when I willingly humbled myself and submitted my will to God without outside influence or circumstance, the revelation and truth that was given far exceeded those moments when I was compelled to be humble and submit.

God wants to reveal His mysteries to His children. He intends for us to seek for truth. But He keeps truth safe guarded behind the sacrifice of a broken heart and contrite spirit. Because when God reveals a truth to His children, He holds them accountable to the truth they have received.

If you are willing to give a broken heart and a contrite spirit, He knows you are ready for the truth. If you want to find truth, you have to be willing to pay the price.

I promise you the blessings that come far outweigh the perceived cost of a broken heart and contrite spirit. Because after you have paid the price, God mends your heart, bolsters your spirit, and you get to have the truth too.

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